Personal illumination comes through fulfilling aspirations of penetrating life’s core. You would rather experience the depths , no matter how turbulent, than resign yourself to swimming in the shallow waters of superficiality.
This dynamic is reflected through a personality which seeks to break away from a societally induced definition of normalcy and live on one’s own terms.
What may serve as viable food for thought is to contemplate what strategies to employ when deciding what situations and circumstances call for active emotional engagement and detachment.
While primal feelings may fuel you, learning how to gain distance may allow you to see a clearer picture which can help you to suspend judgment, as to “take it all in” without swallowing anything whole that won’t ultimately assist in your evolution.