Inherent within this Sun/moon blend is the potential for a synthesis of the most gentle winds and a raging hurricane.
A certain need for spirit, nuance and delicacy fills your heart , as there’s a longing to unite with a source must greater than yourself. Not only do you have the capacity to tap into the subtlety of emotional undercurrents, but it also fuels your vitality to plunge into the depths; right into the heart of matters which would be considered taboo.
Unless you’re penetrating life’s mysteries, peeling away layers and removing veils to uncover truth, you may feel like a car that’s designed to run on high-octane fuel, but has settled for regular 87.
What you really want to do is integrate the parts of your being which deal with raw, authenticity and aspire to control the seething intensity in your gut as it bubbles up to the surface, and those which long for an ideal world. On any level, profound connections are sought. Managing inner turmoil and acute sensitivity isn’t the easiest of jobs, but someone has to do it.
What may assist you is considering the perspective that sometimes, the more we seek to impose our will, to control and to manipulate people and things, the more slippery they become in our illusory grasp.
Indeed, having a sense of “flow” is something which nourishes you at your core, but the fluidity becomes blocked when other people exclusively become the focus of your psychological scrutiny as a means to navigate the waters of your personal unconscious.
Understand that you can still use your imagination and be firmly connected to reality. You can exercise empathy toward the pain of another and still walk away, and you can swim in the deep without becoming engulfed.